There was not a second of planning before pulling the trigger. An
accumulation of insults, arrogance and seemingly arbitrary actions
pushed me to the edge, and I leaped. Only after pulling the trigger
did I consider the consequences that included solitary confinement, and no
contact with friends and loved ones. And there was no
that my action would have any salutary effect, but fuck it! I
reformatted my disk and reinstalled Windows, determined to get my
hearing back. I did, and I did it for you.