Tonight I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet
at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so
I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made
no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go
somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I
asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault
that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and
kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say
I love you too. When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if
he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched
T.V.
He seemed distant and absent.
Finally, I decided to go to bed. About
10 minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my caress
and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts
were somewhere else.
He fell asleep - I cried. I don't know what to do. I'm
almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a
disaster. |
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