HER
HAPPINESS
Darkness. A door opens
swiftly. Light from outside shows a woman
entering. She is covered by a large cape, but the gleam of hair and
brow indicates beauty. She closes the door behind her. Darkness.
The Woman
Paul! Paul! Are you here, Paul?
A Voice
Yes, Elizabeth, I am here.
The Woman
Oh thank God! You are here! I felt so strange—I thought ... Oh, I
cannot tell you what I have been thinking! Turn on the light, Paul.
The Voice
You are troubled, dear. Let the darkness stay a moment. It will calm
you. Sit down, Elizabeth.
The Woman
Yes.... I am so faint! I had to come, Paul! I had to see you, to know
that you were.... I know I promised not to, but I was going mad! Just
to touch you, to hold you ... but it's all right now.
The Voice
It is all right now, Elizabeth.
The Woman
I thought I could stand it, dear, I thought I could stand it. It wasn't
myself—I swear to you it wasn't—nor him. I, I can stand all that, now.
It was something else, something that came over me all at once. I
saw—Oh Paul! the thing I saw! But it's all right now....
The Voice
It is all right, Elizabeth, because ours is love, love that is made of
light, and not merely blind desire.
The Woman
Ours is love. We are love!
The Voice
So that even if we are separated—even if you cannot come to me yet, we
shall not lose conviction nor joy.
The Woman
Yes, Paul. I will not make it harder for you. I know it is hard, and
that it was for my sake you could bring yourself to bind me not to see
you again.
The Voice
Love is, world without end. That is all we need to know.
The Woman
World without end, amen.
The Voice
And because I knew the power and truth of love in you I put this
separation upon us.
The Woman
For my sake. I know it now, Paul! And trust me! You can trust me, Paul!
Not time, nor distance, nor trouble nor change shall move me from the
heights of love where I dwell.
The Voice
And because I knew the happiness of love could not endure in deceit,
nor the wine give life if we drank it in a cup that was stained, I put
you from me—in the world's sight we meet no more.
The Woman
In the world's sight ... and in the sight of God and man shall I be
faithful to him from now on, in thought and deed and word, as a heart
may be. Yes, Paul ... even that can I endure for your sake. For I know
that hereafter—
The Voice
For love there is neither here nor hereafter, but the realization of
love is ever according to his triumph. This has come to me suddenly, a
light in the darkness, and I have won the truth by supreme pain.
The Woman
That, too, Paul. Pain.... I have been weak. I gave way to my nerves,
but now in your presence I am strong again, and I shall not fail you.
The Voice
My presence is where your love is, and as your love so my nearness.
Love me as I love you now, and I shall be more real to you than your
hands and your eyes.
The Woman
Bone of one bone, and flesh of one flesh....
The Voice
Spirit of one spirit! The flesh we have put away.
The Woman
That, too, Paul. Oh the glory of it! So be my happiness that I shall
not wish it changed, even before the Throne!
The Voice
I have given you happiness?
The Woman
Perfect happiness, Paul. I am happy, happier than I ever was before.
But before I go home from here for the last time, turn on the light,
Paul, that we may be to each other always as the wonder of this moment.
For the last time, Paul. Paul?... Paul? Where are you? Why don't you
answer?... Paul! (She turns on the light. It is a studio. At the piano,
fallen forward upon the keys, sits the body of a man. There is a
revolver on the floor beside him.) Paul!... As I saw him! Is this my
happiness. Oh God, must I?
[Dim Lights]